Day 4: No Clue what to do next...

Another day went by and yet don't know where I want to be life. I'm 22 and a 5th year in college and yet don't know what I want to do be for the rest of the life? That's lame huh? I thought i knew what i wanted to be. I look at the grades that I'm getting for my classes it seems that I'm not putting my effort into school. Well the truth is that I'm not. Ever since that certain circumstance I stop trying. 

I'm just here sitting here with a cup of hot chocolate and typing my thoughts down and see whether or not if it's helping me to clear up my head. So far, I just got that I want to stop going to school but school is not for me. I give up. I totally do, it doesn't matter how much effort I put into a class... I still fail it. I'm failure. I know that and I'm not putting myself down, I'm just accepting the facts. I should just find myself a good job and go with that.